I AM EXTREMELY OVERWHELMED!!!! I am overwhelmed as an employee. A student. A mom. A wife. A daughter. A freaking human-being!! At this very moment, I just feel OVER this lifetime. It’s been awhile since I last posted anything. And quite frankly, I’m a little overwhelmed with this blog. I’m struggling with consistency. I have at least 5 different topics that has been sitting in Draft status for I don’t know how long. The craziest part of me feeling the way that I’m feeling, is that I feel like I know what to do to overcome it. BUT, the thing to do to overcome it seems too easy to think that it’s going to solve anything. If that makes any sense. Overthinking much? I know I am. 😔

I feel like I have to literally stop in between typing these sentences because I feel like I want to cry. I feel like I’m doing too much. Then I feel like I’m not doing enough. Sometimes I feel like everything I want to do and accomplish is pointless. And, at the same time, I wonder if the things I say I want to do and accomplish are really things that I want to do and accomplish. Like WTF?! I want to be an example for my kids, but I don’t know if my kids will even be able to live and survive long enough in this racist ass, hatful and confused society of ours. Hell, I don’t know if I’m going to be able to live and survive in this foolishness. I don’t understand the hate amongst people because of differences. Like, every single person is different; Including family. But, that’s another topic.

This is just a real quick vent. At the end of the day, I just want to be free. I want to be happy. I want to truly be at peace. I want to love and be loved. I want to enjoy my life to the fullest without fear of any negative consequence. I’m starting the journey to receive all those things…permanently. Soon come! 🧘🏽‍♀️

Until next time,

Love, Peace & Blessings 🙏🏽❤🖤💚