This one is for my fellow bloggers/writers. Have you ever had some many ideas to write about, that when you begin to write one of them out, you can’t elaborate on the idea? Come to think about it, this can be applied to about life as well. Having so many ideas, or goals, that you don’t even know where to start or which direction to go. I don’t like feeling like this. It’s frustrating!!

I made a post the other day on my IG page about a topic I wanted to write about. This topic has been on my mind for quite some time. Literally, before I even started this blog which has been over a year ago. 🤦🏾‍♀️ My thing with this particular topic is that I feel like I have 2 different viewpoints that I want to write about seperately, but they keep entwining with each other, and I don’t want them to! And now I’m stuck on if I should keep them seperate or merge them together. And this is holding me up!!

This type of stuff just doesn’t happen to me when it comes to writing, it happens when it comes to life in general too. I feel like I become too indecisive to where it just paralyzes me. Now, I get further and further away from accomplishing a goal. And again, it’s frustrating! What’s even more frustrating, is that I recognize this and still don’t know what to do about it. It’s almost like, in a sense, my mind telling me one thing and my body’s telling me another. Some people call it scattered brain.

So, what do I do? I need help. I feel like, since being back in the States, that I’m just floating, high outta my mind, oblivious to my surroundings. But, with flashes of reality and sense. I don’t even know if that makes sense, but that’s how I’m feeling. Even right now, I feel like I started with one thing and now I’m on something completely different. My husband said to me, you always act like you have to do everything and that you have to hold the world on your shoulders. Right now, I feel like my indecisiveness puts me in that position. Almost like, self applied pressure and self expectations are blinding me and blocking me.

So, what does a person do? How does a person overcome this? For me, pushing through and writing it out. No matter how over the place it may be. Let it out. It might not make sense to others, but it makes sense to me. Let it go. Let it be. Take it easy.

Until next time,

Love, Peace & Blessings